these recent days

These recent days I feel bad-tempered. I feel tired, though I don't have any hard activities (like studying).
I don't know why I could feel that. This is my holiday dude, I must enjoy it actually!
The next holiday will be in June. And I have no rest for it, even worse, I must face 'Pekan Ulangan' and finally the final exams.

Jeez, I think the reason of this kinda feeling is chemistry.
My score for chemistry is really bad. :(
My friends say that chemistry is easy, but for me it's difficult. Aaaaa.
But I must keep going, I must study well. I must pass chemistry.

Another reason is I have a guilty feeling.
I don't know guilty for what, or guilty to who, but this feeling is strong and hard.
It makes me can't think clear. I wan't to put that feeling away, but I can't!
It just like a grim. It's fog that covering my mind. Hell no.

And finally, I think to fight the bad-tempered feeling I must STUDY.
Hah, maybe you think I'mt over diligent. I don't care.
I am not that diligent. But I must study.
I rarely feel bad mood when I'm studying. Except when I must face bunch of exercises and don't know how to do them. Hah.
I just study little stuffs, in a short period. Don't take too long. Hahaha.

Well, nice to share my thought in my blog. Catch you later! :)