Years of Nothing

Do you ever feel like after all this time, you just wasting your time with doing something not useful? Or do you ever feel so constant and even feel like you are walking at the same spot over and over? Are you tired of being so ordinary?

If you ask me those questions I will give you a very loud YES!

I've just realized that I have done NOTHING in this recent years. I haven't done any hard work, I just being a standard person, with a very short-minded goal in this life. Right I've set my target, but it's way too short-term one. Later I think, what will I do if, well hopefully, I reach this target. I haven't set any bigger long-term target!

Tonight, I get a brand new refreshment. I'm moving out of this ordinary teen life. I hope you would do so. For me, this not yet-adult-age is so intricate. The most intricate one is emotion. Well, like you have known, in this age we fall in love, we cry for a boy or a girl, we crave for attention, blah blah blah. Those are fact! And those are some intricate emotions! We absolutely can't deny it. But, aren't you bored and tired with them now? Because of our fluctuate emotions, seldom we forget about something that more important than just emotions or feelings. Our FUTURE!

No one can see their future. So what should we do to get a great future life? By doing a great PRESENT life! So, if you're living your teen life by give your emotional feeling a number one place in your mind, well I can conclude that you are not living a great present. That's what I did. For prove, you can see my older posts. LOL.

But hei, don't get me wrong. It's very good though to get some up and down emotion. It's human. But don't think about it too much. There will be time. I'll be honest, I was always thinking about a boyfriend. That killed my time! I was doing nothing useful. Just tweeted a 'galau' sentences, listen to 'galau' songs, etcetera. But now I realized I'm wasting my time! Boyfriend will come later in a perfect time. Though he won't come easily, LOL. Still need to find it, but not thinking about it too much. Teenage time is too short to use by just thinking about relationship. Think about what you want to achieve!

Tonight I also think about knowledge. I used to think that school is the most knowledgeable place. But once again, I'm WRONG! School is a place to learn something, and rarely EARN something. So, I think we need to earn something by open our eyes to the outside life. We are living a great hi-tech era. If we need something, just surf the internet and taaa daaa! we got it. Or go to the bookstore and find something we need. What a great pleasure. But still, I haven't use the chance as much as I can. So now, I want to repair that and I'm gonna live the fullest of life!

What Should I do?
Thank God I made my radical moves motto. I also made my resolutions to be a 'guidebook'. You should make one for you too. Stick to your guidebook. Don't forget to pray and let God give you the best. Trust in Him! Ready to live your fullest life? Let's Go!