nobody knows.

first time i know you, from the newspaper.
haha, i didn't look much at you. but my friend did.
actually, i didn't care about you.

then, one time i saw you again. i recognized you as "my friend's idol".
i just laughed at you, because i remembered that my friend is your fans.
it was funny, because you "are not" someone.

and like an old things, i find you again! but now i see you in a different way.
now i know you are someone. you are different than anybody else.

please don't laugh at me because the karma comes to me! now i am your biggest fans!
you just don't know how much i like you. what things that i've done to meet you.
only to meet you, not more! you can ask my friends (as the witnesses) for the evidence if you want. :)

hmph, but i know things i've done are not enough for you. my effort just nothing.
you are too far from me (in fact not really far, though). hahaha.
for me, this world is too small for everyone else but you.

and now i'm standing here. waiting for you to realized that i'm here, waiting for you. still.
when will you read this and recognize that what i mean here is all about you?
nobody knows. let it flow. and i still working here for you.

to be with you. :)