Kamis, 26 November 2009

nobody knows.

first time i know you, from the newspaper.
haha, i didn't look much at you. but my friend did.
actually, i didn't care about you.

then, one time i saw you again. i recognized you as "my friend's idol".
i just laughed at you, because i remembered that my friend is your fans.
it was funny, because you "are not" someone.

and like an old things, i find you again! but now i see you in a different way.
now i know you are someone. you are different than anybody else.

please don't laugh at me because the karma comes to me! now i am your biggest fans!
you just don't know how much i like you. what things that i've done to meet you.
only to meet you, not more! you can ask my friends (as the witnesses) for the evidence if you want. :)

hmph, but i know things i've done are not enough for you. my effort just nothing.
you are too far from me (in fact not really far, though). hahaha.
for me, this world is too small for everyone else but you.

and now i'm standing here. waiting for you to realized that i'm here, waiting for you. still.
when will you read this and recognize that what i mean here is all about you?
nobody knows. let it flow. and i still working here for you.

to be with you. :)

Selasa, 17 November 2009

mau pulang ke kampung halaman tercinta!


view of aquatic, sengata-east borneo



Noo! Aku lagi pusing 100 putaran lapangan. Tau kenapa? (majas retoris, baca: tidak perlu dijawab.) PEKAN ULANGAN! Tidak tidak tidak.

Begini nih ceritanya. Tadi hasil pekan ulangan bahasa Indonesia, sama fisika diumumkan. Nah, nilai bahasa Indonesiaku lumayan lah 80. Lumayan karena, harusnya bahasa tuh nilainya lebih bagus gitu, tapi entah kenapa, nilai bahasaku jarang bisa 80 keatas. Ckckckck. Terus fisikanya 68 (nggak terlalu payah lah). Yang bikin pusing, Pak Sugeng (sebagai guru fisika) mengatakan bahwa fisika tidak ada remedial, yang ada klasikal karena jumlah siswa yang lulus SKBM (standar kentutasan belajar minimal) kurang dari 10%. Hahhh, itu tandanya satu kelas harus ulangan ulang! Duh, jujur aku males banget. Masakan harus belajar ngulang lagi! Arr, tapi gapapa lah, siapa tau nilaiku bisa naik! Hehehe.

Kabar yang lebih parah lagi, hari Kamis dan Jumat ini bakal ulangan matematika! Dua hari berturut-turut dengan dua bab berbeda! Parah parah parah! Materinya tuh persamaan dan fungsi kuadrat buat hari Kamis, dan pertidaksamaan buat hari Jumat. Belum lagi ditambah jadwal klasikal matematika yang belum ditentukan kapan. Duh, pusing 10 kali lipat nih!

Arr, rasanya aku pingin pulang ke kampung halaman tercinta, pulang ke Sengata. Pingin melepas segala penat kehidupan anak SMA. Pingin melupakan semua ulangan dan PR. Hehehe. Miss you soo Sengata! :(

Senin, 16 November 2009

Kompetisi Website Kompas MuDA - KFC

Teman-teman pembaca setia blog saya (hehehe), ikutan lomba nge-blog yang diselenggarakan Kompas dan KFC yuuk! (Saya juga ikutan loo..)

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Ini syarat dan kriterianya :

* Web/blog pribadi pelajar SLTA - Mahasiswa (15 - 22 th)
* Web/blog institusi SLTA
* Web/blog yang ditujukan untuk komunitas anak muda
* Untuk perseorangan atau tim, boleh mengirimkan alamat web/blog lebih dari satu.
* Bisa menggunakan top level domain sendiri atau subdomain atau memanfaatkan fasilitas blog gratisan
*Di halaman web/blog, harus menyertakan kata kunci: Kompetisi Website Kompas MuDA - KFC, yang bisa terbaca secara mudah. Lokasi kata kunci itu bebas.

*Penilaian meliputi kualitas tulisan, desain, tingkat popularitas dan peringkat web/blog kamu di Google. Juri akan menggunakan mesin pencari Google.co.id untuk mengecek peringkat web kamu dengan kata kunci: Kompetisi Website Kompas MuDA - KFC.
*Mencantumkan tautan balik (backlink) ke www.mudaers.com (sebuah link ketika diklik mengarah ke www.mudaers.com)

*Boleh memanfaatkan web/blog lama yang sudah ada atau bisa membuat web/blog baru.
*Web/blog yang dilombakan minimal memuat satu halaman tulisan (minimal 3.000 karakter termasuk spasi) dengan tema: Bangga Indonesia.
*Tulisan orisinal, tidak boleh copy-paste karya orang lain.
*Kirimkan alamat web/blog kamu ke email lombaweb@mudaers.com. Di email itu, cantumkan nama kamu, tempat/tgl lahir, alamat, nama sekolah/kuliah, nomor telepon, dan scan (bisa juga difoto) KTP/SIM/kartu pelajar/kartu mahasiswa. Subyek email adalah berupa alamat web/blog kamu.

*Link web/blog diterima panitia paling lambat 17 Februari 2010.


Info lebih lengkap, langsung buka website MuDa aja yaaa!
Chayooo!

Sabtu, 14 November 2009

This Sunday Moment


today's current music

people!

give standing ovation for MICHAEL BUBLE!

love his everything! :D
yeah buble, you put a smile :) in my face!

so la la la la la ...





today's current photos

yeah! oo yeah! :D

my beloved uncle Kaka and Brazil squad, beat England!
what a wonderful news for my gray day.

NO, you CAN NOT WIN AGAINST BRAZIL!


finally, this sunday i wish you all a happy sunday!
God bless you! :)

fallin for INDONESIA! :D :D


YES, we HEART Indonesia!






KAMI CINTA INDONESIA!

Jumat, 13 November 2009

down to the bottom

Every human has their down point. I only feel it now.

I can’t blame anyone for it. Though I fall because of someone, I don’t know she was conscious or not, gave me a heartbreaking critic.

That ‘someone’ is the one that really close to me. Someone that know me inside and outside.

I know that it is clisé if I said I must accept all critics with a positive reaction. Everyone knows it. But I don’t know why, this critic really let me down.

That critic makes my negative covered my positive thinking of view.

Yeah, I’m imperfect. I can’t be what she wants me to be. I realized it. I can’t make her proud; I can’t give her what she wants.

Actually, I positively want to cry out to her.

I am not that girl, that girl she want me to be. I am nothing nothing nothing.

I still can’t change my point of view though she is back to normal now. I still can’t blame anyone. Not her that make me down. Obviously not her.

I can't blame anyoune but myself.