Sabtu, 19 Februari 2011

Years of Nothing

Do you ever feel like after all this time, you just wasting your time with doing something not useful? Or do you ever feel so constant and even feel like you are walking at the same spot over and over? Are you tired of being so ordinary?

If you ask me those questions I will give you a very loud YES!

I've just realized that I have done NOTHING in this recent years. I haven't done any hard work, I just being a standard person, with a very short-minded goal in this life. Right I've set my target, but it's way too short-term one. Later I think, what will I do if, well hopefully, I reach this target. I haven't set any bigger long-term target!

Tonight, I get a brand new refreshment. I'm moving out of this ordinary teen life. I hope you would do so. For me, this not yet-adult-age is so intricate. The most intricate one is emotion. Well, like you have known, in this age we fall in love, we cry for a boy or a girl, we crave for attention, blah blah blah. Those are fact! And those are some intricate emotions! We absolutely can't deny it. But, aren't you bored and tired with them now? Because of our fluctuate emotions, seldom we forget about something that more important than just emotions or feelings. Our FUTURE!

No one can see their future. So what should we do to get a great future life? By doing a great PRESENT life! So, if you're living your teen life by give your emotional feeling a number one place in your mind, well I can conclude that you are not living a great present. That's what I did. For prove, you can see my older posts. LOL.

But hei, don't get me wrong. It's very good though to get some up and down emotion. It's human. But don't think about it too much. There will be time. I'll be honest, I was always thinking about a boyfriend. That killed my time! I was doing nothing useful. Just tweeted a 'galau' sentences, listen to 'galau' songs, etcetera. But now I realized I'm wasting my time! Boyfriend will come later in a perfect time. Though he won't come easily, LOL. Still need to find it, but not thinking about it too much. Teenage time is too short to use by just thinking about relationship. Think about what you want to achieve!

Tonight I also think about knowledge. I used to think that school is the most knowledgeable place. But once again, I'm WRONG! School is a place to learn something, and rarely EARN something. So, I think we need to earn something by open our eyes to the outside life. We are living a great hi-tech era. If we need something, just surf the internet and taaa daaa! we got it. Or go to the bookstore and find something we need. What a great pleasure. But still, I haven't use the chance as much as I can. So now, I want to repair that and I'm gonna live the fullest of life!

What Should I do?
Thank God I made my radical moves motto. I also made my resolutions to be a 'guidebook'. You should make one for you too. Stick to your guidebook. Don't forget to pray and let God give you the best. Trust in Him! Ready to live your fullest life? Let's Go!

Rabu, 16 Februari 2011

Difficulties

I really consider about an adjective called 'difficult' or usually I called it 'susah' tonight.

Well, I wonder that if difficulty is not relative. Maybe difficulty would vanished easily. Or maybe there's no such thing as difficult. Because everyone will fill the same so there's no challenge at all. If one people couldn't do a thing, then everyone couldn't do it too.

But life would be flat if difficulty doesn't exist!

So why wouldn't we ignore the word difficult and change it into challenging?
This word kinda suite more than difficult itself.
Because when we hear the word difficult, our mind sets to refuse to work harder and then just give up on the thing we are into.
Different with challenging. Challenging sounds more, well, challenging! It makes we want to try harder and harder to do it. And when it finished, it would be so satisfying!

Let's change our mindset then. Life is way too fun to be wasted by thinking about difficulties.

Senin, 14 Februari 2011

SNMPTN

I have read the information about Seleksi Nasional Masuk Perguruan Tinggi Negeri or better known as SNMPTN. You will know some of the fact of the SNMPTN by go to this.

So, Indonesian government made two kinds of SNMPTN for students that want to continue their education at Perguruan Tinggi Negeri (PTN) all over Indonesia. The first one is test and the second one is jalur undangan.
If you have open the url I give, some of you might be thankful to the government by making the jalur undangan SNMPTN.

But I am not pro of jalur undangan SNMPTN. I have read Kompas.com, and it said that PTN receive about 60% of their freshman via this jalur undangan. Errr, that's just to much! Why didn't they make it just 35%? What about me that so DYING to go to Fakultas Kedokteran Universitas Indonesia (FKUI) but my grade was not very bright? Well, I quite satisfied with my grade. But I'm not really confident. I'm not being chesty, but my school is so hard, and it's really difficult to get a real good score. What if the PTN receive someone that get higher score than me although their schools are nicer than my school. I smell an injustice!

I have talked to my cousin that just have graduated from Fakultas Ekonomi Universitas Indonesia (FEUI) about this jalur undangan. He said that some of his friends that being one of the team that select the students who are qualified to go to Universitas Indonesia (UI) via jalur undangan also contra with the amount of receivement by jalur undangan. It just too much! YEAH, finally someone agree with me. They made some protest to decrease the amount.

But after all, I don't know what will the government do. But I believe that they will do the best. Anyway, beside the SNMPTN, UI also has one more way. SIMAK UI or Seleksi Masuk UI is the other gateway to UI. 40% of the selected students to UI is with this way. But I will try first for the jalur undangan. I hope I will be selected and I can go to FKUI! :D It's still 3 semesters to go, so I have to do my best. I have to focus on my score. I have to study hard and be the best. Radical move!

Wish me luck, guys. Thanks!

xoxo


courtesy of google.com

Zero to Half to Hero and Forever Hero



I made my radical move motto.



Zero to Half to Hero and Forever Hero

Why This?

Zero is where I was. I have nothing to be proud of. I just live for life and let everything flows.
Half is where I am. I am a half of my full life now. I have found where I want to go, I have found what I want to do next, I set my goal. But I haven't started anything. Everything is just a plan. And human's plan is just a plan. Because God who make the real plan of our life.
Hero is where I want to be. When I reach my goal. When I live the fullest capability of me.
Forever hero is what I want. Being a hero forever. A hero because God helps me to reach my dream, to follow His way and obey Him.

Radical Move

I'm starting to think about radical move when I read my last posts. I was so crybaby. LOL. I admit it. So I don't want to focus on myself, I want to focus on my goal and how to reach it. I'm making a radical move!

So, please be ready to see a different me in this blog! Yeaah!
Thanks for reading :]